2nd thoughts!

Hey..

Have u ever wonder that maybe ur making a mistake but yet u still carry on? Even if u wanna try fixing it, it's a bit too late coz whatever the decision is, it's gonna affect everbody in ur life.... -.-

Well i do..i wonder & question myself..is this a right decision...is this what i really want...is this where i want to be...is this how my future is going to be....hmmmm...wondering & questioning urself won't change anything, right? ....

I'll just hope this is not a mistake...*crossing fingers*

F.R.I.E.N.D.S !!

           Have u ever wondered? i do..................................





~XoXo~
Judy :)

erk.... -_-'

Ola...

It's been a while huh...simply abandoned this blog...a bit busy for the past few months...lame excuses huh...hehe...

I've been staring at the screen for 15 minutes, i just dunno what to blog & simply where to start...ngehh~~ ..

OK...let's see...

•  Love Life ~ simply awesome, ups & down?...for sure, every relationship has it...I'm still in love with the same man... :)

• Money terms ~ i mainly work so i earn money to pay all the bills...yeah...don't say money isn't important. Nowadays, EVERYTHING is money, nothing is free...hmm..i wish i strike the lottery...day dreaming again... :D

• Family ~ "Awesome" ! -_-'

• Works ~ Been a bit busy for the past few months. Audit is done, another 6 months & the auditor are back to torture my mental...hehe...Audit is no fun...paperworks makes me dizzy...

• Future ~ still in progress... :D

anything i missed?...hehe...gonna start "planning" soon as in next year..i have a lot of ideas for the moment...hehe...

it's November, to be exact it's 14th..soon November is gonna leave us, we will say hello to December...CHRISTMAS!!...such a joyful celebration isn't it... :)

before getting all excited for Christmas we should remember what Christmas is all about...i'm hoping for a wonderful Christmas celebration this year...*finger cross* ...

till then..

~XoXo~

Judy :)

~ Music ~

Ola..

If u noticed thru my FB, i've been posting songs like a LOT!...hihii..

Some people choose to express their feelings in words or actions...

but i choose to express it in MUSIC ... so let the music heal ur soul baby!!.... =)

" Music is my religion - Jimi Hendrix ~ "

here's a  few song from my long time favourite bands!....

~XoXo~

Judy =)

"Arigato gozaimasu"

Ola...

Here I am blogging in the middle of the nite..hehe..less than 48 hours, he'll fly soon..it's only gonna b for 3 months plus but hey..hmmm...

Lil' bro..let's never forget the reason ur going to Japan okay...Keep the hope & faith to where ever u may go..keep in mind that no matter wat, I am proud of u..study smart...take gud care..

Alaaa..teda org sa mau kaci kadam ni..:ahaha!! ...oh well..3 months gonna fly so fast u won't even realiZe it... Enjoy ur stay, enjoy ur study..for once, make our family proud ya...

If cukup ¥¥¥, I dtg visit, tinggal d hostel kamu..wakakaka!!...I know u sayang ur sister kan..haha!!

" 私たちは誇りに思って...お会いできることを行い、スマート弟...研究を大切に！"

"Arigato gozaimasu Junior-san...!!! "

'Till then...

~XoXo~

Judy :)
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~moVies~

Ola...

Last night i went to watch Fast 5 with Mr.G, Ms.P & Mr.J...well...for all those 5 years ++ being together, i've never been to the movies with Mr.G...yesh...last night was the 1st time we watched a movie in a CINEMA...hahaha!

It's my first time to Megalong Cineplex..i am impressed..ok lah kan..at least ada cinema d Dongs..inda payah pg KK jauh2..ahah!...We were a bit late...sorry Ms.P & Mr.J...hihii...salah tempat duduk lg...ahahahaha!!!....

The movie was AWSOME!!!!!!!.......from beginning to the end, it's full of actions...u have to see it yourself...worth the $$$....im gonna go watch for the 2nd time again...wat say u Ms.P??...hihihi!.i wanna be the one driving those fast cars...walaweeeehhh...smart eh...too bad im bad in manual... :))

oh ya...Megalong Cineplex sedap!!..sa suka!.

alrites peepz..work time..

~XoXo~

Judy :)

"Comitment"

Ola...

It's like 11 pm ++ n still I feel like blogging b4 I go to sleep..hehe..

Well, a friend of mine asked me a simple question but yet not simple as it seems...the questioned was " belum ada komitmen kah mau kahwin?" ..hehe..komitmen ahh..

This is the way I answered her..

For me, the moment u step into a relationship means couple lah kan..u r indeed signing urself for a "commitment" ..the moment u n ur couple agree to get engaged is a big "commitment" ..n well, the moment u decide to get married is already a commitment u made since u 1st got engaged..so, belum ada komitmen tuk kawin is so damn FUNNY kay..

To be engaged bukan main2 k..I sendiri pun have to think long about it, am I ready or so on..I am the type of person that commits in a long term relationship, once brake-up, I tidak akan patah balik..hehe..ok back to the topic..

It's not that bukan tidak ada komitmen mau kawin, it's just we need to wait for the right time to make it happen ..kalo belum ada komitmen mau kawin, bgus jan tunang dari awal kan..hehe...sepa tidak mahu kawin..hahaha..sa mau kawin but not the right time yet..yg penting I am happy with my fiancee..if it's meant to be, it will be.. :)

Kelam kabut kawin pun bukan bawa faedah pun, when the right time finally arrive, I am sure it will be the best decision u ever make :) komitmen tetap ada..kalo tidak ada komitmen, things will just fall apart...

Hehe...mcm keja jugak, b4 u accept keja tu, u kena fikir panjang kan..once u accept n signed the offer letter, u r already involved in a commitment to do the job as good as possible..flying colours lagi yoo..ahaha..

ok..sa pun tia tau pa sa type nie..mata sa mau juling sa..mau tidur..bsuk kerja lagi..n lotsa works waiting for me..huhu..nah..komitmen sudah mau antar b4 dateline approach..hehe..

'Till then ..

~XoXo~

Judy :)
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Akademi Fantasia...~~

OLa..

"pasti berjaya di Akademi Fantasia.... "

LOL....i wanna blog about Akademi Fantasia a bit...hehe..jan ada terasa sudah..dis is just my opinion..

okay...well, as i dgr AF9 teruk okay...even the student from Sabah...hmmm...i am not watching AF , i am an AI fans...yesh..American Idol.. :)

Since everone is buzzing about how the contestant from Sabah nyanyi sumbang lah...lagu x ngam lah...so i decided pergi tengok d Youtube...hahah...oh well..some what the people are buzzing is in fact true enough..hiihi..kesian student AF ah..

This is wat i dont understand, who assign the songs to the student??...yg tukang bagi lagu ma student ni pun mcm x tau level suara student tau...bg lagu pun x ngam..yesh i know, watever the songs assigned to the student, they should be able to deliver kan...x kisah lah rock kah, pop kah, dangdut kah, balada kah tapiiiiii.....yg tukang assign lagu ni mesti mau paham juga tahap student nyanyi....aduiii....mau bg lagu pun biar ngam..nah..tgk, student juga kena time konsert, key lagu pun x ngam ma student punya suara...so...ini salah student kah ..salah tukang bg lagu??...i think kan bgus for all konsert, student bleh pilih lagu sendiri, just set wat theme for that week n student pilih lah lagu yg penting ngam sama theme...nyanyi lagu yg dorang feel dorang okay...kan..kan..kan...nanti time konsert baru lah pengkritik ni, kritik lah suka kah tidak..kritik smpai puas2...hahaha!!...

Second, pre-konsert rehersal...adididi....bukan ini ada dorang buat meh??...the so-called teachers evaluate lu then tell the students pa yg x ngam..pa yg patut improve???...Teachers, u know by just saying " do the best time konsert & good luck" is not gonna help when it comes in front of the judges...the teachers should know better kan if the student ready for the konsert or not...help the students to improve their singing performances...haiyaaa...cikgu, lu buat pa????....hmmm..the students is given a week to memorize the song...think how the performances should be...n yeah..the teachers should play the biggest part of all, guide the students...ni mcm tiada kena guide ja ni..mcm cikgu dgr2 ja then kritik then bsuk konsert..adesss...quality man quality...so sad lah the quality of the performances....

Thirdly, sekarang ada sudah lagi...erm..."replacement student" kunun...ahahahah!!!...can i have the biggest laughhhh!!!...dear AF, y do u pick those student if u r second guessing them now???...siap mau replace ah sepa tidak improve...hahaha!!...adoiii....sepa yg mau improve ini tau...student of coz n yeshhhh...the teachers also ahh...hihihi...u should have known from the beginning ini student layak or not to be in AF..n oh ya...actually student punya suara okay bah...cuma lagu yg kena bagi..so sad ahh!!...tolong lah ..key inda ngam ma suara tu student...hurmm...replacement ah...mcm mana student mau improve nie...haiyooo..if the students have to work hard...your tenaga pengajar juga mesti mau work hard ahh~~....

Sorry ah if ada yg rasa pa yg sa blog inda ngam sana hati kamurang tapi..hey..this is the reality of the show n wats going on with the show...

To the student from Sabah, Nera & Lena...all the best to u guys...mcm cikgu-cikgu kamu ckp "do the best masa konsert kay" ...hihihi...but seriously, do something to make the judges eat back their critics..bah, konsert ke-3 kena suruh pilih lagu sendiri kah ..if not, kena replace...bah pa lagi cari lagu yg the best...hihihi...


 salah siapa lah ni...salah student? salah tenaga pengajar? salah management??...huhuuhu..u decide...

i am no singer, musicians nor song producer...i am no expert in music or watever but hey this is just how i see it...heheh....
this is just my honest opinions... :)

'till then...

~XoXo~

Judy :)

Dilemma!~~.

Ola...

I am in dillema about my current job...i just came back from lunchie with dear Ms.P...we had a great chat about work stuff & all....yeah...i'm in dillema right now..

U see, it's not that i dont like my job, i just have a few issues with it..hmmm....my current salary..ermm..org ckp..."okayyy ohhh" ...haha..yeah, for that part, no complaint... :)

I am sure that we need to l.o.v.e our job to be able to enjoy it kan....well, so far for me...i do like my job it's just that, i don't really enjoy my job the way i am supposed to....i have some issues with some sides which i dont think i should mention here (it's not appropriate to say names here....) ...

..hmm...i really do feel left out ni from the "things" that i should be involve & that i should know!!.....Sometimes i questioned my positions here...whats my function again..??

For the moment, i think i'll stick with this job...wait till there is a gud offer...n yeah, a job that i gonna enjoy and of coz the the pay have to GOOD!!... :)

okay lah...sa pun x tau pa yg sa complaint nie..ngehh!!~~..sorry if i wasted ur 2 minits reading this...woopppssiieee...~~ :p

tata~

~XoXo~

Judy :)

wHo Says.. ?

Ola..

Finished my very important work just now, burden lifted...HAPPPY!!..

i have a song which i wanna share with u guys ....i hope u like it as much as i do... :))

** we need to have our own self-confidence..we can always listen to other people but not all the time... sometimes, we need to stand up and be true to ourself..if we believe, we can achieve anything....so, who says....??  :D

"I'm no beauty queen, "
"I'm just beautiful me."

 'till the next post....

~XoXo~

Judy :)

Blueesss...~~

Ola..

Helloo to Monday and here goes to another weeekkk..counting days to F.R.I.D.A.Y...~~

Oh well, im gonna update dis blog before i start "working hard" ..hihihi.. :)

My weekend passed me by so fast..whr did friday nite go??..hurmm...for saturday...nuthin' much happen, just when jalan2 buang boring with Ms.K....we had bbq on hot..hot sunday noon.... hah!

Today a lot of work to be done..dateline of coz...n oh ya...i have a little thing to attend... hoping it would be a good one *crossing fingers*..

last week was crazy to the maxxxx!...let this week be kind to me...preeettttyy pleassseeee =_="

okay..am off working...gonna focus...FB shooooo!!...ahaha!....1 minute from now, i know my eyes gonna be all over FB...shiettsss...!!..

need to focusss!!!....work..workk...workk...!!

sorry dis post is boring!..let me finish my report & i will blog something worth reading kayyy...

'till the next complaining post!.

~XoXo~

Judy :)

Hectic!

Hola....

Yesterday was hectic..last nite was hectic...i was at the office 'till 12am!...well, i did went back to my house for a prayer "lahan salip" then i have to go back to office to prepare 61 sets of report which gonna be used during our BIG meeting with government officials today (which was finally over at this moment) ....well...all this happened because ABX services is CRAP!!...

Now i have to do the minutes for the meeting...which i "SANGAT SUKA"....haha!!..hellpppp....y did i ever choose this professionssss!!....

No wasting time no more, gonna start doing the minutes nowwww....hihihi....2 minutes later i KNOW, i'll be browsing the efffiinggggggg FB....dammnn!!..

'till the next complaining post!..

~XoXo~

Judy :)